i'm bottling up your scent.
dream-like scent.
in my head for the ride home.
i've been searching with bruised limbs.
for ways to keep me going.
for ways to keep me going.
to give me confidence to stare.
and observe the world.
to give me confidence to stare.
if i could sleep forever.
would you still be in my dreams.
if i could sleep forever.
would you still be in my dreams.
under the covers.

you're really keeping something from me. and i think i know what. but i don't want to say anything about it. cause i want to hear it from you.
you know how i think.
and you know i'm right most of the time.
when it comes to something like this.
so please.
if you feel perfectly alright with hiding things from me.
then go ahead. continue.
but we both know that you're going to tell me what is going on soon and i'm going to fall apart all over again.
i don't know why i even try when you're not willing to.
well i'm sorry at how the way things turned out.



*tagged victims have to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers. specify the gender of the target. tag four victims to join in this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. if tagged a second time, there's no need to post again.

tagger: Sheryl
next victims: Amanda, Audrey, Lexine, Sean
Target gender: Male


Points of a Perfect Lover.
1) he has to have the nicest smile ever!
2) he has to know when i'm upset and try to cheer me up with his crazy antics.
3) not skinny!
4) don't dress like a drag queen. maybe a shirt and jean will be just nice. not like some weird beng and stuff like that.
5) he must love me as much as i love him.
6) listen to me talk and yak when i'm happy or upset.
7) try to be perfect for me.
8) and if i love him. i wouldn't care if he's imperfect or not. cause he's already perfect in my eyes.